Two years ago I was hearing the right words. I was hearing how much I mattered. I was hearing how I would never be abandoned like everyone else did. I was hearing all the years and energy and love and money I gave would not suddenly become meaningless. I was hearing that the money would be paid back a little each month. I was hearing how I would not be left alone.
I am alone.
I've been abandoned.
It was all a lie.
I miss Happiness. We took him to the vet two years ago last night for the last time. I was needed that day. I was always needed for the hard stuff. I don't have any needs, naturally.
Reality is a cold splash in the face.
Sad narf.
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