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There are several entries in scribbles and scraps around here and I do not know when I will make time to coalesce the scattered thoughts into babbling entries they are becoming, but here we are again in what may be as close to real time (remember RealTimeTM, do ya?) as we get these days in this blog time environment and I shall update the latest news in whatever way it comes out as I sort of watch the final episode of Beyond and while eating a meatball pasta concoction and writing a letter to J and playing some Solitaire game that comes with Windows 10 and considering softball options and distracting myself from a seething loneliness that permeates almost ever conscious thought passing through the cranial capacitor in this life all the while deeply pondering the possibility and ramifications of the possible career decisions and paths that might be presented tomorrow or the next day or any day now.

The mind is a terrible thing to waste.

The TV reminds me of how stupid humans can be with their closed minds, pipe dreams, irrational desires, disregard for logic, selfish prejudices, insecure greed, and arrogant fear that forces most humans to try to control everything without addressing the simple fact that very few things, if anything can be controlled.

The game allows me to focus on numbers and cards and leave everything else on hold in my mind.

The softball reminds me that I am still alive and can interact with others in this world.

The everything else on hold includes everything else.

The things we do for love.

And to survive.

The babbler has been bottled up for at least a few days
if you know anything about me then you know that doesn't play
there are too many synapses firing in the brain day and night
to put a cork in the flow of the simple words I write

the babbler keeps the brain from overloading
the babble keeps the mind from exploding
you would not like the manic madness
or the depressive sadness
that comes when too much is repressed
confusion has to be addressed
for life becomes a waste of time
in a world without babbling rhyme
life would be a crime
so the babbler is given this time
the babbler must take his time

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

everybody now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

one more time now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

and one big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

like that?

one more big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

now doesn't the world make much more sense
when we are laughing and not so tense?
next time your mind starts feeling dense
just let this song relive the suspense

and if you give yourself half a chance
you will remember how to dance
let your babbler release everything
you may even find you want to sing

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

everybody now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

one more time now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

and one big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

like that?

one more big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the babbler keeps the brain from overloading
the babble keeps the mind from exploding
you would not like the manic madness
or the depressive sadness
that comes when too much is repressed
confusion has to be addressed
for life becomes a waste of time
in a world without babbling rhyme
life would be a crime
so the babbler is given this time
the babbler must take his time

still have something on your mind?
well I don't want to be unkind
so here's your chance to just unwind
you never know what you might find

ready?

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

everybody now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

one more time now

blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh
blah blah blah blah blah
ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh

and one big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

like that?

one more big
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

want to release all your deep thoughts again?

Yes, the world makes much more sense now. I am leaving life on hold for the moment and just moving through time and space with a smile on my face. Waiting for a decision from another place. just say ahhhhh and find... a state of grace. I'll be back when something specific coaleses.

Make life fun, no matter what.

Narf :)